I had my 3rd infusion about two weeks ago. It worked like a charm because I was doing pretty bad. At least I'm resuming my life (being a mommy to 2 kids who are always wanting to do something!) They sure keep me busy! School starts soon which means that I will be extra busy because I homeschool my kids. No worries there because I actually love homeschooling my kids and their charter school is amazing! The charter school is so helpful. My kids also are working actors...yes...I'm also driving them to and from auditions all the time. When I'm feeling somewhat better, I squeeze in some acting work for myself as well. I wish I could work more but most times I can't because of limping, etc. Who wants to hire a limping actress?!?! Not anyone I know.
Anyway, so yeah, our calendar will be busy starting next month. And yes, I've been lazy...taking breaks all summer...even from this blog! It's ok to take breaks and "log off" every now and then. I know...I know...you all missed me. All three of you. I've been doing a lot of soul-searching lately. Not that I feel lost, but rather feel that there's so much to do in life...so many goals to accomplish, places to travel and adventures to have. I just don't know what the next step is in my life. I can't seem to put this puzzle of life together. I appreciate every single day so much more now. But I also feel that I could have done more by the end of the day. I'm probably overthinking my situation since I feel that RA has been hindering me from many things/activities. I kind of want to make up for lost time (because RA ripped me off!). Ok. That was a rant.
While I was in this deep thought, I decided to clean my balcony. I live in an apartment, so basically the balcony is also a garage of sorts. Found spiders, sandy beach buckets and lots of dirt. I had to fill buckets of soapy water and clean it all! Threw out junk we've been keeping for I don't know what purpose. The whole ordeal served as a workout, but is also served as a time to think...daydream.
